I wish I had an ocean

i smell so incredibly good right now

sleepy time now bye bye

Some fancy about me thing:

LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE
- Name: viivi
- Eye Color:  green
- Hair Style/Color: straight long messy blonde
- Height: 5’6
- Clothing style: oops i’m 20 minutes late pants shirt let’s go
- Best physical feature: my beautiful beautiful hair, also kissy kissy lips

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: lol i’m not answering any of these cause no 
- Your guilty pleasure: 
- Ambitions for the future: 

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: three days three days three days
- What you think about most: three days three days three days
- What you think about before bed: i have all these different lives in my head so mostly them then i wish i’ll get an aneurysm in my sleep and maybe when i get reborn my life will actually be like i imagine it in my head
- You think your best quality is: um my impeccable taste in tv shows music and literature. also i’m physically incapable of judging cause no morals

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: no. no.
- To be loved or respected: respected and feared and paid lots of money
- Beauty or brains: brains
- Dogs or cats: dogs

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: almost never actually
- Believe in yourself: el oh el
- Believe in love: no
- Want someone: no

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: yes
- Done drugs: no
- Changed who you were to fit in: no

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: turquoise
- Favorite animal: penguins and elephants and koalas and kangaroos and dolphins and and
- Favorite movie: so many! i especially love everything by tarantino though
- Favorite game: no

LAYER EIGHT: AGE

- Day your next birthday will be: i have no idea
- How old will you be: 22
- Age you lost your virginity: 14
- Does age matter: i don’t know not really i guess

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: no
- Best eye color: any except blue
- Best hair color: brown
- Best thing to do with a partner: ugh god no

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: water
- I feel: tired
- I hide: my insides and dark twisted thoughts
- I miss: being a child
- I wish: i was rich

(Source: languidcrow, via enterprisee)

panic mode

tomorrow i only have 36 days till my university entrance exam

i’ve read the other book 3 times, 2 to go, gonna start making notes tomorrow, all good

but i’ve only read like 115 pages of the other book which is just about finnish grammar and it is so boring i want to DIEEEEE

i’m going away now

i’m gonna study till i pass out from this fever kbye

Fill this in with stuff about you

my throat hurts like a bitch and i have a fever and i wanna die

cause i have a fridge full of food and I DON’T WANNA EAT

ALL I WANT TO DO IS SLEEP

and i wanted to watch the WHOLE 2nd season of game of thrones TODAY

3 episodes to go will i make it or not that is the mystery 

i saw these really pretty flowers today at the grocery store and i showed them to my mom and said that she might want to surprise her only daughter with them some time

‘oh goody! i can bring them to your grave!’

i’ve never felt more loved

so let me just make this clear

mary and matthew

FINALLY get together

and then the motherfuckers KILL HIM OFF??!?!??!?!?!?!

what is WRONG with you british people

ugly sobbing now kbye

i just started season 2 of downton abbey and my god the tension between mary and matthew is killing me okay i just want them to be together and that little bitch lavinia dead already

ugh so frustrating

WHO WANTS TO BE MY CLEAN EATING BUDDY?!!?!!?

i can’t do this by myself i have too many problems

like zero self control

etc

my friend just told me she always sets her alarm at 6.18 AM 

‘cause 15 is a bit too early and 20 just a bit too late’

(you are so stupid but i still like you the best)

"Do not fall in love
With people like me.
people like me
will love you so hard
that you turn into stone
into a statue where people
come to marvel at how long
it must have taken to carve
that faraway look into your eyes

Do not fall in love with people like me
we will take you to
museums and parks
and monuments
and kiss you in every beautiful
place so that you can
never go back to them
without tasting us
like blood in your mouth

Do not come any closer.
people like me
are bombs
when our time is up
we will splatter loss
all over your walls
in angry colors
that make you wish
your doorway never
learned our name

do not fall in love
with people like me.
with the lonely ones
we will forget our own names
if it means learning yours
we will make you think
hurricanes are gentle
that pain is a gift
you will get lost
in the desperation
in the longing for something
that is always reaching
but never able to hold

do not fall in love
with people like me.
we will destroy your
apartment
we will throw apologies at you
that shatter on the floor
and cut your feet

we will never learn
how to be soft

we will leave.
we always do."

-
Do Not Fall in Love With People Like Me,
alonesomes

(via sugar-nextdoor)

I STARTED WATCHING DOWNTON ABBEY 

will i love this?!??!?!?!!

sometimes i spend saturday nights by myself with a pint of ice cream watching documentaries about the transatlantic slave trade

hello my name is v, i’m 21 years old and this is my idea of a perfect night